add some Marianess into ur lives..

as said above.

i hate being the only girl.

brothers takleh nak harap.

ola bola!

so, euro 2008 is on, and almost all friends i know are MIA. i pun tanak kacau them.. but because of dat la im bored to death now. dah la college will start soon. oh well.. thank god nik tak gila bola sangat..

i should be working. i wish..

i already got a job, but due to my mom’s recent health condition, i had to pass my job to my bro (he needed a job). i have to take care of my family and become a temp mom.

part of being a mom includes waking up my adik for school, getting his breakfast ready, kemas rumah, mandikan my cats, wash clothes, sidai, cook lunch, angkat baju, and more.. im not complaining here, more of "how da hell can mom do all this stuff?!?!"

and i, for 1, am not a sgt rajin person. im averagely rajin, know wat i mean? i can just angkat baju and fold them, washing da dishes and cleaning. but doing all this chores.. i dread thinking about them but wat choice do i have? i have to take over da role of a mother padahal i tak ready nak kahwin. guess this is training kot.. in case i become a housewife.. da part yg paling benci of all da chores, is cooking. i suck gila nak mampus! i can make curry look like just yellow water. i cant even goreng telur without jumping everytime da oil pops. and i tell u, my brothers are very hard to please! banyak songeh. one day they want rice, da next they want mee, after dat nak pizza. i can never predict their mood. huh.. if they help me, takpe gak.. but as if..

so. see! da power of a mother! they can go beyond a young adult’s energy level.

still.. i need money to get me by when im back in perak. for some reason, i think da scholar they give wouldn’t be sufficient. i have a car, and dat is a major money sucker. cash flow, cash flow! ahaha! if only they increase our scholar money..

keep dreaming maria.

so now, i have to chau chau to start mother-ing my family. huhhhhh…

peace.